I'm on the verge of

Snipping of my hair


Closing this space down


Closing every shit space I have


Being a rebellious kid


But


I won't.


Because eventhough I do not want to have any respect for anybody but at least I'm gonna have respect for myself.


I will swallow all the anger and simmer down. Soon. The devil inside of me needs to be murdered. And I will do that.


But


For the record,


Everything's not my fucking fault.